Off Limits.

2009-11-23T02:24:00.000-08:00

Hihihihihihihihihi all.
Like my new skin?
Awesome ma? Made by baobei95, whoever that is. :D
I know is damn awesome la.

But I've moved.
http://blahblahblah43.wordpress.com/

Come visit me!!
Its much easier to use then blogger. -.-. Zzz. This computer retard likes it better there.

2009-11-19T06:27:00.000-08:00

Screw, goddamn it.
I hate my computer man. Super frikkin laggy!!!!

Anyway, Idk what to blog leh. Holidays like all the same de haha.

I miss my everybody in Keming, my primary school mates, my teachers and my beloved Mr Michael Saw (especially his silver tongue).
And I miss her.
The missing piece in my heart ain't growing back by itself, it needs you. :D

Friendly with Greenview today. It was a bit.. unfriendly. Ironic uh?
The whole day (the training and friendly match), I wasn't on form la. Ba excuses.
I guess there was just something else on my mind..
Stupid financial problems. Tsk.

Hope I'll do better against Dunman tomorrow.
I have a lot to improve on. Hope I'll cover them all the next year. Don't want disappoint Mr Khoo and Mr Yeo!!
Especially Mr Khoo since he expects me, Nicholas and Jaye to be in the main team!!

Gambatte to me. I have to do it.
Its not just a want anymore. Its a must and its a will.

2009-11-13T22:36:00.000-08:00

I'm never going to regret that badminton was ever part of my life. :D

Thanks team BOOMZ. Last night was a blast. :D
Thanks Junyi Alex Kimbly Alicia Siti Sun Chunhao Jiawei Leryang Kangming. :D

2009-11-13T07:44:00.000-08:00

Hey yo long time no blog.
Actually quite short while only la.
o.o

Holiday hasn't been bad, quite fun.
Even though most of the days I stayed at home only la.
But I have 2 big days to remember now.
Both with PRIMARY CLASSMATES.

SECONDARY CLASSMATES TOTALLY DITCHED ME LA!! Hmph.
Lols. :/

11/11/09
Actually couldn't make it.
Cause initially there was badminton. :/
Then it was postponed to Saturday.
So I went.
Yayyes.
A lot of people didn't go though, just me junyi darryl and chunhao.
Basketball for a bit.
Then a bit sian le.
Then we wanted to go lan play L4D.
But the lan shop disappeared. :/ So sad.
In the end go arcade play Daytona and Guitar hero.
Guitar Hero so fun! I still want play. :D

13/11/09 Friday the 13th
Keming Alumni dinner.
At first thought not a lot people going then don't want go.
But in the end went, unregrettable and unforgettable. Yay.
:D

2009-11-08T05:39:00.001-08:00

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Roflxzxz.
Very long never post le.
Didn't really feel like posting the past few days.
I guess I was lazy urgh.
Hehe.
But since got people pester me to post I shall post loh. :D
See I so good, must clap for me ah.

Quite a lot of badminton trainings for the past week.
Pretty fun. :D.
Qinwei only showed up for one training zzz. F3.
ps: Whole team don't care him le. Even the coach says: "Huh? Who's Qinwei?!"
~.~

How long has it been since the start of the holidays? I've lost track.
Lets not say the holiday has been boring,
We've asked for this didn't we? After all, going to school studying is a pain in the butt as well.
But seriously, I've been staying at home other than badminton most of the time.
No one's asking me out. Tsk.
Shall spam another series of Masked Rider again I think.. HAHAHA.

KelvinG will be missed.. :D

2009-10-26T08:18:00.000-07:00

Yay, whoever's reading this must be happy that I finally posted.
Scream for Teoh Yong Qin!! :D
Roflxzxz.

Firstly la, got back our results.
Not really very good okay,
didn't do like I expected to.
Only a stupid dumb A2 from Math,
1 more mark the 2 disappear leh,
become a beautiful number 1 like I am.
Damn kns la.
Zzz..
Then English even more tsk okay.
Damn lousy. Fkfkfkfkfkfk. Nabs.
All the others even more shit la,
no need mention.
Zzz.

Second ah,
its almost like the holidays le,
this last week is just waste time only -.-.
People 'O' levels we still stay for what stupid.
I want stay at home sleep can?

Third ah,
I think I'm getting back to badminton liao.
Its a bit sian la,
afterall we haven't been training for quite some time already.
Super freaking tired when i went back today.
Mr Ng was talking to us about badminton and our studies and subject combinations.
Yada yada, a lot of other things.
Then I super sleepy.
Bought NesFrappe Machiatto, hoping that it would wake me up.
Its damn nice, and it woke me up.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. :D

But still sibei tired la after the training.
My limbs are like what, aching super badly.
Then play maple my hand there for dono how long, even more pain.
Ouch.
(I'm like stopping to stretch every few sentence as I type this).
Wtf.
(fyi, I stopped again -.-).

Was hoping to watch Prince of Tennis or Makai Senki Disgaea after I finish this post.
But its like.. 11.30 now.
Even though tomorrow's a holiday,
maybe I should sleep early?

2009-10-18T21:11:00.000-07:00

Woo!! Came back from Malaysia yesterday.
A bit 不舍得 leh.. Even though it was a bit boring (the first day only la, we were like not going out and nothing to do.. Then I like just lie on the mattress stare at the ceiling -.-),
But at least there were people.. :D

Left Friday, just nice exams over hehe, at around 8.
Went over to Eric's house while 小舅 and family finish packing their stuff.
Then left again at almost 10.
Wee!!
Quite tired sia.
But cannot fall asleep sia. Zzz..
So I watched the Fantastic 4 on the car.
Not bad sia, the car has an installed portable DVD player.
*thumbs up*
In the end when I reaching then sleep, argh!!
Cause watch until eyes tired.
Reach 外婆's house immediately go sleep.
It was at around 1++am.

Who would've known 24 hours later I would've been drunk and sleeping.. :D

Then the next day at 8am.
Woken up by 外婆's stupid black dog.
Urgh!!
Every morning must bark bark bark bark bark bark!!
Wtf!
Went to brush teeth and eat breakfast.
Then very sian loh..
Play psp then no batt.
Sian again.
Watch TV..
Like 1 hour later never ask then the TV off le. -.-

A while later 小舅 brought us out to have tea.
几 nice sia!!
The food there nice and cheap!!
That's Malaysia for you. <3.
I had Iced Coffee White hehe. Very nice.

Then went back home and shower,
then left for wedding dinner!!
The car ride was very long!! Like 2 hours..
I think we could cover the whole of Singapore in that time..
Sit until whole body aching sia.
Even had to take time to ask directions. Zzz.

Then reach this 'Tiger Banquet Hall Restoran' at Muar. Roflxzxz.
The name very funny sia.
The toilet very nice!!
Haha random.

The newly weds: Kailee and Zhiwei!!
Congrats Kailee!! (But she doesn't even know I have a blog, so congratulations for the sake of it -.-)
Sit there for very long again.
Very tired, so I kept fidgeting.
Omg, Idk why I didn't have self-control that day -.-.
Then the emcee and newly weds arrive, blah blah blah.
Then we eat (shark's fin ftw!!)..

*Thumbs up for red wine!*
Epic underage drinking. :)

A lot of funny stuff when we got drunk hahaha.
But well, I lazy post le.

Took car home,
Want to sleep but cannot fall asleep again.
Eric fell asleep on my shoulders.
Zomg.
I wanted the first person to lie on my shoulders to be a female!!
Roflxzxz.. :D

Slept at 1.30 pm. No la, 1.30 am!
Then guess what, the stupid dog woke me up the next morning at 8, again.
Can't it get late for even once?!
Never give Ultimate Treasure Superstar Sunwukong (omg long name) chance one leh!!
Damn.
Went out for breakfast with 小舅 again.
Ate the same stuff yesterday (kaya butter toast), but this time with Iced Mocha!!
Nice. ;D.
Left for Singapore in the afternoon.
Said our byes, lalala.
See them next time!! :D

Ate our dinner in Singapore..
Then went back, immediately I on comp,
WATCH KO3!! <3
Hehe.

Kay bye,
needa go shower and meet up with Yapjunyi at Boon Lay le.
Shall post a few pictures on FB when I get back later. :D

I can't deal with children, uncomfortable around girls, slightly better with boys. And to sum it up, I think I'm best around adults. I'm like... an old man sia. Zzz... -.-

Take my hand, be my other other wing and bring this one-winged angel to the skies he can't reach alone. :D

2009-10-09T21:17:00.001-07:00

Argh.
EoYs started already.
I know I shouldn't be posting but I'm bored..

Screwed up both History and Geog.
At least 15 marks gone from each test.

I didn't mean to throw away the marks, for History, that is.
Didn't finish 2 questions, freaking out of time le, 狂写.
Then Geog, tsk, Idc la..
Didn't bother to memorise the Map work stuff.
In the end the Mapwork questions answer sheet whole page blank.
15 marks gone loh.

~.~
Hope I'll do better for the next 5 tests..
And that Chemistry better don't effing kill me..

Argh need to do art need to do art.. Zzz..

KO3 episode 33 damn zai woh..
Love how they play the instruments.
洗魂曲 and 安魂曲 are loved <3. :)

Hais makes me feel more and more pathetic,
cause I don't have the financial ability to learn.. :(
Screw me, damn it, screw me.
This life ain't worth livin' when I can't do what I want to do.

难道我拥有着无可救药的聪明,
就不能了解你了吗?

2009-10-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

I'd live as a happier person.
I'll try to think happier thoughts instead.
I'll do things that'll make me happier instead.

I'll be positive, cause someone wanted to be.
And because someone said this before:
"You might lose hope, you might lose faith, but don't throw it all away".

Time will be short and each day may leave its own regrets.
But I'll do my best.

Edit @ 10.55.

Hmph. What irony.
It was only moments ago that I've decided to live a happier life.

Stabbed by fate again.
What's life without a sudden twist of events? What's life without sorrow?
But then again, all I want is a simple life..

I feel like my heart's a dart board, except that knives are thrown on it instead.

Life seemed to go at a 'One step at a time' pace,
suddenly everything's so rushed.

The beast in me is being caged, it cries out loud, wanting to vent its rage.
How I want to let it scream.

Tomorrow will not be a better day.
Next year will a much worse year either.
Let me whine in advance.

Its not your fault. Not my fault either.
Its never anyone's fault when fate's out of our grasp.

2 posts and 1 edit today.
So taken aback.
Life's at a much faster pace.
The path to perfection ain't even at its climax,
yet I feel so drained.

I opened my eyes, I received my fate,
I let myself get stabbed.
I haven't lost hope, nor have I lost faith,
Though it may just lead me nowhere.

Sorry if I irritate anyone, mood swings. Classic.
Just leave me be,
I'll try my best to not cry, not even tear.
I'll try my best to even smile.
But..

When will the act be over?
When can I remove this blue-coloured mask?

2009-10-03T00:33:00.000-07:00

Heh. Yesterday's MAF, it was kinda fun. :)
Was quite happy overall. Though there were some regrettable areas.

Purposely left a lot of books and files at home, cause my bag was going thick from the PE shirt and Class Tee.
Had to use sling bag for these few weeks cause my back pack broke. Again.
Then damn heavy.

Siewyi fell down during PE. :(
Can tell it was rather painful..

I never really was able to help anyone.
Not before, not now, and the future.. I wonder.

The rest of the lessons was a bore.
Except for Math, me favourite subject.
Playing around with the figures thingy.. Lols.
And American professors came.
They looked happy when they left.
Wonder if they're satisfied with our lesson.

Before MAF.
Nothing much to do la aiyo.
Got my cookies from Jamie that I shared with Qinwei.
Ate some, took from Shuping haha.
Carried the drinks around..
Called Junyi to give him directions.
Played game.

Me wasn't very excited when playing the 'hide and catching' with them.
Tired and upset already.
Then some stupid 206 scolded me because Hannah entered his class when we were playing.
My fault meh?
He scolded me jibai.
I scolded him jibai mouth back.
:)
Satisfied after scolding him.
Not so tired le, got my vigor back,
but still not in the mood to play

Preparation for MAF.
Carried the drinks around again..
Played with keni's Tigger..
Helped with the shifting of dry ice and ice cream..

Then MAF started.
I wasn't supposed to be at the stall. I wanted to walk around actually haha.
But then.. the stall was quite short-handed so I helped.
Hey it was quite fun!
Even though quite tiring la.
In the end my legs tired out le..
Sat down for a bit..
And Keni's friends say I was shuai? MUAHAHA.

Junyi came so I went to entertain him.
Walked around.
But still thinking of the stall la.
Entertaining him half-heartedly.
Sorry!!

Went to Parade Square,
waiting for the CO performance to start.
Waiting for Mdm tan to come as well.
In the end she came..
Spent the rest of the night with her and the other Keming students.
Tired la, but I didn't have anything to do as well.

9 went to clear up.
But they were playing with leftover ice.
I innocent la, Kimberly go put on me.
Then I joined in for a while..

Then I just looked at them play..
Felt sorry for Tianyu hehe.
He was drenched.

For a moment I thought,
this bunch of friends brought me happiness.
Maybe the sorrow it brought along was worth it?

Then it was time to leave.
Went to wash up, cause I was oily all over.
Thought it through.

Maybe life's horrible, maybe I do hate it.
But I do know that on this day,
I was truly happy.

Took my stuff, went down with Junyi and Annie.
Said our byes, left the school.
Mdm Tan and her George fetch us home!!
Yay!!
Haven't been on a CAR for ages.
Even though we had to squeeze,
4 people: Me Junyi Isadora Annie at the back.

Reached home, showered, on computer, chatted with people on the net and phone.
Watched MVs and videos all the way until 1am.
Then I went to sleep.
I slept well, didn't have insomnia, didn't have nigtmares.
I had the best dream ever.

A dream will always be a dream, no matter how you make it sound, no matter how great it is.
And dreams often don't come true.
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Today I cried.
I don't know why and how I cried.
Maybe sometimes I just think too much.

No matter how perfect I seek to be, I never seem to do the right things, make the right choices, or think the right things..

Dreams remain as dreams. They don't realise.
Thus I wish I hadn't woken up from the dream I had last night.

In my dream I held her hand.

Life's never fair.
The good guys don't live long lives, and in our short lives we never get what we want.

2009-09-30T00:21:00.000-07:00

我很生气。
虽然说是朋友，但我已渐渐对他们失去希望，失去信心。

骂我，伤我。我忍
浪费我时间。我忍。
吵架把我拖下水。我忍。
guailan 我, dao 我。我也忍。

我处处都忍让，最终得到了什么？

I thought for others, considered for them.
No need to mention who minds me, how many actually knows when I'm troubled?

If only humans were more humane..

The light they granted me, only brought forth more shadows.

2009-09-28T05:17:00.000-07:00

Tired..
Bad day ah today..
Didn't sleep wel ah.
Had a dumb nightmare, a really dumb one.
About evil talking mirrors. Wtfxzxz.
Then this stupid insomnia, make me never sleep well..
Then everyday have headache and dizzy spells.
No mood study. !@#$%

Today Oral sucked as well.
I was second last, and I didn't speak well. !@#$
I'm so dead.

My chest hurt for a moment there.

Why am I so helpless, that I can't do anything when she's hurt.

2009-09-24T04:59:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wonder,
why are there feuds, why is there disorder, why is there dispute.
Maybe, if people were unfeeling, we could just live harmoniously.
Instead, we're so full of feelings, we insult, we reprimand, we anger others too easily,
because of our feelings, our judgement are hindered, we're unable to see the light in truth.

And friends, they're friends alright, but in everyone, there's a mask,
whether you're aware or not,
you show different faces each time, treat each person differently.
In the spur of the moment, you might make someone feel bad, over practically nothing.
Does one really like to hurt the people around them, supporting them that much?
Then what are friends for?

Isn't it just so hypocritical?
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Today wasn't a bad day.
Maybe I was just tired, a bit moody.
Couldn't concentrate, in the end focused on playing handphone in class,
oops? for a while only la.
Then just stare a bit..

Recess, messaged people invite them for the Mid Autumn Fest,
turns out a lot of them are having their tests during that period,
and they couldn't turn up. -.-
Sucks.
Have to wait until EoYs over to meet them.

Oral.. Sucked.

Jk, we weren't even tested like wtf.
There wasn't supposed to have any tests the day before Papers,
so it was instead postponed to Monday.
We weren't informed and so, we wasted half hour waiting..

Okay it did suck.

2009-09-21T05:59:00.000-07:00

Life is something people fight hard for.
It takes effort and time to earn a happy life,
yet a simple mistake made can make anyone feel awful.
Nothing and nobody can be perfect,
in every mistake that one makes,
it beats the purpose of what someone has been fighting for.

In the end, isn't a mere quarrel enough to make you feel stupid?
Yes, money is important, but its spent, no use complaining.
Ask if you don't know,
no one is going to serve you and report to you every single hour, minute, second.
Time itself is money, no one'd waste their precious time asnwering to you.
Instead of making complaints about something that's already over,
why not think about your own attitude?
Initiative itself is a virtue,
why not use that initiative to ask about the important things, so as to prevent more misunderstandings,
instead of misusing it, and whining.
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Today went to Weiwen's house to have study group.
Me Alex Junyi, and Weiwen's schoolmates (was expecting more girls lols).
At first quite quiet ah,
can do work properly de,
cause the other boys (I don't know their names?) went to play.
Then they came back like half an hour later,
wa sibeh noisy.
Not that I mind la.
Being with them.. can be more amusing compared to being with the boys in 204.
Ah well, at least some of them were actually intelectual,
and I'm glad I could have some time around people who could really study, even if it was only for a while.
Then.. like 1 and half hour later (impressive, I could not study for this long at home),
we went to eat.

Pizzahut. Not really interested thought, went to hawker centre take away go back pizza hut again, outside though, er... we were reminded not to eat outside food IN pizzahut itself.
Wasn't hungry, I eat a bit of my burger.. no appetite le.

Went back to ww's house..
Okay, hard time studying, now that we've eaten..
We started playing games..
And the commonwealth lot started talking about their apparently imperfect friends and teachers.

Left promptly at 5.30.
Kay.. Not that I've had a bad impression of commonwealth students.
They were better-behaved than I thought!!
Pretty noisy though, at times.

2009-09-16T06:50:00.000-07:00

I feel so guilty..
I've been slacking so much: not listening/ sleeping/ reading in class..
But I really no mood study la..
Sleepy + bored + cannot fall asleep.
Even the nicest of guys (mememememe) also can get frustrated.
And holiday just end class tests le..
Sleep late to revise..
Damn suck la.

But hor.. I today see Jingci do her history workbook in tuition,
omg I realise how much I've forgotten about my studies.
Play play play too much liao..
Need start to mug as of today.
Its not too early nor too late,
just the right time.
:)

2009-09-10T06:54:00.000-07:00

有时我真的不知道，自己怎么了，很生气又表达不出，不开心，却好像开心似的。
表达不出心情，是何原因？

有时却很想做件事，但不但没能力，又没胆量。
这样的我，好像很没用。
有时帮得了忙，又好像说得太多，人家好又像不理我。。。

天使的距离
演奏：东城卫
作词/曲：东城卫修

那一天那一个瞬间
遇见了你世界忽然有了意义
每一分每一秒被你牵引
好想保护你却又不敢靠近

如果凡人爱上了天使的笑容
该怎么拥有
是否你愿意为我堕落凡间

你有天使的眼睛
美丽幻化成流星
消失前照亮我的天空
却不留轨迹
你有天使的羽翼
展阔随风飞离

来不及
不敢说的秘密
就是我爱你
遥远的距离

2009-09-10T06:22:00.000-07:00

Today wasn't a good day, neither was it a crappy day.
Can't really decide.
Went to Sentosa for class outing.
It didn't really feel like a class outing..
Thanks to a certain few for not cooperating,
and thanks to them everyone started the day not following the plan. -.-
Tsk.

Starting wasn't really bad.. Okay..
No one mind anything much.. I think.
But I suppose something was going on halfway through.

Then it became boring.
Everyone went about their own ways without saying a thing. -.-
Then it really freaking became a 'not really like class outing' class outing.

I very bushuang loh.
Went to shower and cool myself down..
Then came back from shower,
more fuck, not a single person.
Then nothing to do, go with Yingchang Jennyeong Enjie to toilet, and shower again rofls.

Come back, ah at least more people,
but ah.. They very.. jiao ah.
But not my first day knowing them anyway, they're known for being selfish anyway.
Very jiao.
I never say I want play the 'Luge & Skyride' yet then anyhow drag me in.
I don't even know what thing la.

Then yay, they go first le.
Don't care them.
Can scold le yay~
Fuck make me so angry.

They want play play la.
At least think about other people first right. Kns.
Still, we ended up bringing Siewyi Keni Huixin Annie Jiamin Jianyi Xinyi Lizhu the group de bag to them.

Still ended up going to the ride..
Wanted to eat first.
Hahaha.. -.- Not that fun actually, was what I thought.

Funny ah, THEY want play ask US hurry.
Then later back at Vivo, when THEY want eat, tell US hurry again.
-'-
Come to them so urgent, what about us?
We never complain anything to them sia.

2009-09-09T09:19:00.000-07:00

Its past 12 but I don't feel like sleeping.

..........

I just noticed blogger's working all of a sudden..

Ok.. Maybe I'm tired..But I can't sleep..

Anyway good nights..

Before ending this post, all I want to say is..

SCREW JAY BARRYMORE. SCREW HIM SCREW HIM SCREW HIM SCREW HIM!!

Oops?

2009-09-06T20:36:00.000-07:00

Quite a lot of things has happened this month,
kay maybe I've not mentioned all of them,
still, quite a lot has happened, seriously.

There's just one main topic in this post: friends.
This topic just seems so mediocre and everyone thinks they understand the word 'friends', but not for me.
I had to go through more than a year, just to slightly understand the friends in high school.
There are some of them I don't want to lose next year, there are also some who wouldn't bother even if they stayed.
Then, all the while, I'm afriad of losing my primary school friends, the dearest of them all. I don't want to drift apart from them.
I know I took long to know them, but everyone knows how easy it is to break the bonds between us.
Its not like covalent bonds, these bonds are fragile.

The time I have been in high school, I've known quite some people:
people I feel comfortable with; sensitive people; funny people; people whose actions I don't always approve of; childish people; people I don't always get along with; irresponsible people; guailan people; cute people; hypocrites; selfish people; inexperienced people; people who are ignorant of other's feelings, etc.

I get along with most people (I try my best to tolerate them). I don't like clearly displaying my dislike of them, but I just don't feel comfortable that way. Maybe I care to much of their feelings than mine. Sounds hypocritical.. But I'm just used to it that way.

Hell, the worse of them all, the first I met, take the meaning of the word 'friend' likely. He comes in between other people when they're quarreling. He finds no friend to sit with, and he takes someone elses seat, thinking its okay, he even snatches people's favourite work partner.
To hell with him, why can't he just find his own good friend? What's the point of stealing other's good friends?
No wonder his 'online girlfriend' duped him.

High school work wonders, you really can find who you'd like hanging out with, and who you don't like working with.
Its the friends that understands that I truly love hanging out with.

-The end-
Ciao.

2009-09-06T05:02:00.000-07:00

Today morning went to JP with peep's arcade!!
Haha but I overslept so I was late.
So on the way there I was messaging Siewyi saying I will be late,
but I accidentally messaged Shihan. >.< Roflzzz..

Kay, so when I reach I only saw Siewyi and Annie.
Yuan2 lai2 Moujun and ianyi already upstairs le. Lols.
I thought everyone will late. T T
So sad.
Saw Moujun playing the bball. So I joined in. Broke the stupid high score.
Then someone else came in and broke ours. >:/
Watched Siewyi and Moujun play DDR.
Wah Moujun step damn hard. @.@
Then play the drum thingy with Siewyi.
I suck yay.
Only like 2 types of beat I still cmi. Zzzz..
But at least I enjoyed 'Dive to World'!! So cool.
After that we spam Daytona.
WHY THERE DE DAYTONA NO NITRO ONE? SO SAD.
Then I a bit a bit anyhow play.
WTF KEEP GOING INTO THE PIT.
And, anyhow crash= funneh!!
Spam bball (got free credits somehow), used the tickets for enjie's 'birthday present' then go eat lunch le.

Wanted to eat at Pizzahut.
But Siewyi suddenly don't want, then we all go somewhere else.
Ate at Mos in the end. Yay but not very hungry.
In the end eat until like want to pangsai lols.
They.. a bit zihigh? Lols.
And and Keni a bit stupid ar.
Dk how to take out tomato need me teach!! Muahahahahahahahahaha. O.o

Then went home le.
Spam computer until now.

(Oops?)

2009-08-31T04:02:00.000-07:00

Today was a rather nice day.
A half day, then tomorrow school holiday. Yays.

Started the day with a weird dream haha.
Had it after waking up in the middle of the night. Dawn actually, I think.
Shan't say it, its really really weird.

Then damn tired.
Stupid insominia, always make me either cannot sleep or wake in the middle of the night.
'The insomnia prescription doesn't work.' Lols. Random.

School, ah boring shit!!
TOTALLY FUCKING WASTED OUR TIEM WHEN WE COULD BE RELEASED EARLIER.
WHAT IS NANHUA'S FUCKING PROBLEM?!
Then in the end cannot go back keming, never see Ms Leong.
Ok loh, win liao loh. -'- Nabei.
Junyi entered Nanhua lols. <3
Siewyi was excited (?).

But still got kan dao Mdm Tan la yay.
Eat at Mac, eat until damn full, didn't finish the seaweed shaker fries rofls.
Its quite nice.. But ordinary, all the same.
McSpicy is stupid, sometime spicy, sometime too spicy -.-
After that was boring la, nothing to do.
Took class photo, some people left.

Me Darryl Alex Leryang Junyi Kevin Weiwen Jodie went to Bball.
Play with kevin I want laugh laugh laugh la.
So funny, cause he very short. :o
After an hour I think, everyone tired le. Take a break.
Feel more and more sleepy...
Then play again,
Me Junyi Darryl Kevin play against 2 teenager + 1 chee ko pek.
We got owned la.
Junyi got stepped on the toe
Darrly got whacked in the shin
I got whacked in the dick -'-
EPIC PHAIL ON OUR PART WAHAHA.
Then that chee ko pek suddenly take off his shirt. :O

Kay la, then anyhow shoot shoot on our own.
Suddenly can shoot very well. Yay.
A while later go home le, shower...
And here I am in front of the computer. :)

2009-08-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

Zzz... Internet has a bit of a problem nowadays.
Sian.
Its the weekend.
Haha..
But still bored luh.
Wonder if can play with cousins on Sunday.
Its 11.47!!
Watched KO3 until this late..
Want to finish the episode leh..
But so late le..
Zzz..

Tired. (yawns).
Today went out after training to do the card for mrng.
Didn't expect to do so late la,
then in the end no time nap..
-.=
Shihan and Zeli was being damn stupid too.
-.=
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-.=
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Kay la, I also nothing to blog about. Bye~~

2009-08-22T06:47:00.000-07:00

Rawr!!
I feel ridiculously helpless suddenly.
I wonder why..
Guess I'm tired of life again.
Bored to death!!
Need something to entertain me..
No homework please.
Common Tests just ended -.-
Results like shit pwease. -.=
Kns.
And Mousehunt is pissing me off too.

I want something fun to do!!

2009-08-15T22:47:00.000-07:00

Today is Sunday.
I'm surprisingly tired when I've rested for a long time already.
Its probably the tests.. Or maybe because I'm not Monster Hunter-ing with my cousins.
Whole week of tests, 3 more to go.

Geography, sucked. Let's not talk about it already.

History, fuck. Goddamn it. I was supposed to be confident about it considering the easy topic. Instead I ran out of time.

English, not so bad, but not good either. It came out hard. I'm not even sure if I'll get A1 this time round. Goddamn shit.

Chinese, by far the easiest of tests. Could at least get an A2 if not A1.

Next up are the Lit, Math and Science tests.
Lit is too stupid, don't feel like studying.
Math is okay la. But I keep procrastinating somehow.
Science.. Okay as well. Just that I keep forgetting to ask Sean about the chemical formulae and equations that I'm unknown about. Zzz..

Bless me for at least 3 As can? Although I'm hoping for 4 or 5..

2009-08-09T06:15:00.000-07:00

Siannnn.
Common test in 2 days time.
Actually less than that.
I've wasted quite some time..
But its geography..
Who'd wanna study for geography?
-.-
So I've been watching some TV at home. Yay.
First time watching MTV Movie Awards. Like wtf.
Every year want to watch but keep missing it.
Hahaha..
The award show was kinda nice.
There was a Harry Potter premiere.. Emma Watson was there 8D.
There was also a New Moon premiere. Quite nice. Hehe.
Twilight cast won most fo the awards this year.
Kristen won Best Female. (Omg she dropped the award and broke it o.o)
Robert won Best Male.
The 2 of them won Best Kiss.
And the Movie won Best movie.

Anyway, its national day, and Phil's Birthday.
Happy Birthdays.

2009-08-05T01:46:00.000-07:00

Zzz..
So sian today.
Very very tired.
Was woken up damn abruptly by me mum..
Then need chiong shower and breakfast.
Then chiong to bus stop.
Waseh today so shuang la.
The bus empty empty de.
Last few days small bus come, not the 2 carriage type one,
so damn squeezy.
So hard to read me book on it.
Zzz..

PE: Handball, was like zzz-ed okay.
Chen Xiaoyu the team cheat like wtf. Tsk.
We win them last tiem not happy is it? Stoopid.

CEP and Chinese we were so quiet, idk why?
LOls.
Can tell everyone damn tired la.
Everyone friggin sian already..
The next few lessons also.
Ms Nornie's lesson so shuang, I read book,
oops?

These few days watching Emma Watson vids on Youtube.
LIke the British accent~
So hard mimic sia.

2009-07-30T01:23:00.000-07:00

Ok la.. I haven't given up actually..
I've set my goals long before already.
But its just that,
even though I've tried so hard,
I can't meet my goals.
Its really disappointing, yet little understands.
They're just concerned whether they're satisfied with their marks, even if they really aced it.
I even sacrificed my gaming times to study.
How much more do I need to change?!
And it seems I've forgotten my goals already..

From today I shall make a new goal, and have a new role model, EMMA WATSON.
Well, she's smart and her language's like perfect.
I wake up every morning looking forward to seeing her on my phone wallpaper. 8D

2009-07-29T01:08:00.000-07:00

Really tired. Really really tired.
I'm sick of going to school already.
It either bores me out, or make me annoyed, or pissed, like hell.
I'm not sure how to really describe the feeling,
but I'm not good at studying la.
I don't like to study either.
I liked studying when I was younger.
But now, I don't know what to do.
I'm like a ship on the sea floating aimlessly, no motivation.
Tsk.

Today got back Chinese paper.
I wanted good marks la.
I know I can score in Chinese.
But I don't know why, I come to NanHua and my score starts to drop.
I'm supposed to score well for it!!
A number of times already.
So I'm not really hoping anymore.
Just improve a bit.
In the end I still got the C grade range..

Why is it that, however hard I try, nothing works out.
Why does God just like to guailan me so much?

Fuck. I give up. I quit.

2009-07-28T06:14:00.000-07:00

Gotten flu and some sore throat.
At the same time Yiqing who sits behind me is suspected of h1n1.
Bless us?
I've gotten MC.
For the past few days I was wishing for it luh!!
Getting insomnia and not having enough sleep, I really want the time for some rest.
I've gotten it, yet I'm not sure if I'm going to use it.
My mom's really pressing me to go school la, since I don't have fever.
And then there's also PE and getting Chinese paper tomorrow.
I should've told my mom to bring me to the clinic tomorrow.
Then I would've a 4 day weekend.
Then that would be cool.
Goddamn it.
~!@#$%^

Emma Watson ftw~

I've seen through everything.
Yet, I'm stil afraid.

2009-07-27T05:58:00.000-07:00

Wtfug.
Cannot concentrate on last week's jianbao.
Haven write a ingle word,
cause my nose la.
Stupid runny nose.
Dono how survive tomorrow's Badminton.
Nose surely gl me a lot de.

Played Audi yesterday with winiline and her friends.
All so pro de.
Can chance lvl 6.
But beat rush fun seh..

Wished you'd say: 'Please hold on and don't let go.'

2009-07-25T07:02:00.000-07:00

Finally can post. Yay.
Couldn't post yesterday cause I set Firefox as default internet explorer.
But to blog, I had to set IE as default. Wtf.
IE is getting lousy loh.

Finally the weekends. So good.
Tired from school already.
Insomnia coming to me again. WHY?!?!?!
Hais..Everytime sleep will keep wake up one.
End up next day cannot concentrate properly.
Maybe that's why today badminton distracted.
Hais..

Went to watch Half Blood Prince.
Bad choice.
I was super tired halfway through the movie already,
and it was rather boring.
Only Emma Watson and Bonnie Wright were worth the watch.

I got out of my pit, only to meet a corssroad.
Which do I choose? A, B, or C?

2009-07-24T08:01:00.001-07:00

Blogger has a bit of a problem I think. The compose message become 'preview'. -.- Kns. Now my post dono like what shit la. I want paragraph also cannot liao. So hard to see... See la! No mood already... I really wanted to post just now leh!

2009-07-22T07:20:00.000-07:00

My 300th post.
Just a short one before I sleep.

Sibei tired la. But cause of the stupid vj I cannot sleep.
Cannot save into CD for some reason, save halfway keep get stuck at 58%.
tmd..

Today overall is damn sian de la.
PE spoil me day again.
Wapian, rain cannot free play ah?
Nabei give us what lame pt..
No kick at all, end of the day never even sweat. -.-
I do Maths test in tuition got more kick sia.
wtf. -'-

Whole day was like spammed with Ms Lim's lesson. CEP and then Chinese test.
Chinese test ar... Study like crazy for the ci2 yu3.
Wapiang damn tired after that.

Then we go take video for our VJ.
But enough about VJ. I don't like to talk about homework much.

And ya, had test in Math tuition.
Quite easy though, at least more kick than PE.

I don't like it when he's all noisy,
it looks so hypocritical every way I look at it. Tsk. -'-

We're being bothered by tha pair thats quarreling again.
Why can't I just have the peaceful life I yearn for so much.

Really, there's only one word to describe.
EPIC.

2009-07-21T02:57:00.000-07:00

A fairly good day I had.
Had an excellent sleep last night,
but still, I'm tired in class.
Hais.

Maybe Art sit there for an hour an a half until sian diao le.
Hais. Did the rock painting.
Totally sianz loh.
Kelvin was praising himself constantly.. o.o''
His work was seriously weird, though, in my opinion.
I don't know what to draw.
Ms Ng say cannot draw the Halloween pumpkin solo there.
Then Idk lor... Copy the AYG logo. Haha..

PE was rather fun.
I admit that I cannot shoot into the netball pole la.
Thinking about this, realise quite some time never exercise like in a lot,
CCA suspended for so long, everyone die uh.
But still, fun la. Haha.
I just intercept and passed and attempted a few shots at times la.
Wee~
In the end we won with only 1 score to 0 HAHA.

The rest of the day was siannnn..
English the passage was lousy la, though Mr Lee was trying hard.
Chinese, dono how explain la, I was just sleepy after the whole string of events before it.
Physics, my favourite subject but damn. Why is it at the back I'm so shag already!!
At the lab do experiment loh.
I do all the practical work with help from Qinwei then Jiesheng just sit there -.-
He can't even do the graph sia..

Elit, got back the bloody class test from dono when.
Took here long enough to mark. Tsk.
I'd already forgot about the Lit and Geog tests.

Crossroads.

A path of uncertaintity, or,
A path of just not knowing.

2009-07-20T05:40:00.001-07:00

So long never blog le~
Super sian nowadays.
So many tests, and still got the bloody VJ to do..
Mou Jun absent, then end up we cannot do... Hais..
So mafan..
What bloody project lai2 de4...

Not going badminton these few days.
NOO~~~!!
Because of the Chinese test la.
Who ask my Chinese come Nan Hua become so weak,
no need study so hard. Zzz..
Sibei rusty le still cannot train.
Saturday see Jaye and Jiong Yang train like a bit sad sad de.

History test damn hard..
Kay la, I admint I never really study,
cause watching the Harry Potter on TV,
then come school then study.
Hais.. Me so easily distracted.

Bye.. I going to off comp. Uber tired le..

Her words reminded me of her smile, the time between the 2 of us.
Her words reminded me of the stories we used to share, the happiness we had.
Her words reminded me of the light in my heart, the dim I wasn't able to catch.

Crossroad.

2009-07-11T19:32:00.000-07:00

Just why is that I care about others...
All they do is bite back at me...

2009-07-09T07:16:00.000-07:00

I fell back into that old pit I used to hide in.
A pit of lost hope and unsurpassable amount of stress.
At the same time it was a close friend, somehow.

Soometimes I just feel so lost and tired and stressed.
At the same time I don't want to give up.
I promised the 2 of them I'd never let them see me give up.

Yet its not like I could haul myself out of the pit.
Its grown deeper this time and its still dark.
I've to wait for the occasional torch, the point when my heart lights up,
to define my steps and the direction I climb to.

I'm tired.
Today was when I tripped back into the pit.
The pit laying in my heart, waiting patiently for the chance to devour me.
I won't give in.

2009-07-08T00:16:00.000-07:00

Today was a rather interesting day haha.
Not too boring.
But I was definitely still sleepy.
Morning got PE.
Captains ball, quite fun.
Our group lost though, and we did pumping thanks to KelvinGoh!
Lols.

Then got CEP.
MsLim taught about Respect.
Kay, I got most of that into my head already.

HCL, lesson a bit boring leh.
The lesson was very fast T T.
But got one 'skit' la. Impromptu oe ohmygod.
Lucky I not inside.
Is damn gao3xiao4 la.
But at that time I getting super sleepy already, a bit buaytahan liao.

Geog next, even worse.
15 minute watch video.
Heck care man!!
Like I ever will want go a place that dirty!!

Math. Wah... The Matrices damn chim.
I had to ask MrLiu than I understand.
Zzz...

Bye, off to do work.

2009-07-06T06:16:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow will be a boring day. Hais.
Damned literature test.
I want to die man.
And wednesday another geog test. Urgh..

Bloody goddamn shit.
I want stay at home sleep la!!
Hating this.
Don't want to get ready for tomorrow.

Guess I'll have to blog again tomorrow, now no time le.

2009-07-02T05:38:00.000-07:00

These few days has been restless, doing things so much homework.
I'm actually rather satisfied.
Still tired though.
School's boring, and I haven't actually had a perfect sleep last night.

2009-06-29T04:35:00.000-07:00

Freaking freaking tired.
The day progressed even more slowly than I thought it would.
At home, shower le, had a nap.
That was at 4.30 I think.
Had wanted to wake at 6 to do homework, in the end 7 mom wake me up.
Damn, never do homework then later cannot watch anime le!

Still has a wish to play the electric guitar hehe.

2009-06-26T21:31:00.000-07:00

Ignore the previous post. I've known and seen what they have done for me, or tried to at least.
Furthermore, people are different. Its just that, I do feel lonely around them, like I'm not really part of them.. I don't fit in.

2009-06-25T06:05:00.000-07:00

!@#$%^. Damn it.
So easily angered nowadays.
Bottled feelings wanna fly out and blow up.
Anybody wanna try the pandora's box?
Tsk.

I don want to go back to school.
I don't like the crowds. I don't like to study.
I want to sleep long long like I do these days.
I'm tired, really tired. Though the tears are unwilling to come out.

I want to be with my old friends the most,
the friends that won't quarrel and fall out like my classmates do.
the friends that won't make me worry and trouble me as much.

Everytime I comfort, I talk to my classmates about their problems, help them,
Now I think 'what problem is it of mine?'.
Its not as if, they know what to do if I'm the troubled one.
Alex says I live a tough life, perhaps I do.
Sure I may look happy and smiling and all, but whoever said I lead a truly happy life?
Few understand the different masks I put on.

Don't know if all of them are true.
But these are just what i felt when I was angry.

Forgive me if I ever offended anyone.

Everybody has multiple wishes, but the only wish of mine, is to walk behind her. If I had better luck, I'd want to walk beside her.

You're the one forever on my mind.

2009-06-23T05:45:00.000-07:00

Boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring!!
Holidays ending already.
Chionged all my homework except for chinese.
Why is the last week of holidays so tiring?!!
My whole week is spammed with activities.
KNS!!

I need more sleep, but I end up waking in the middle of dawn every time.
I badly need my sleep!!
Finished a lot of anime. 2 series!! Going to be 3 by this Friday!!
My time should be spent on stuff like anime,
not on worthless homework like geography. Tch.

I think I hate crowds..

2009-06-18T05:08:00.000-07:00

Super tired!!
Badminton very fun, but tiring la. Hah.
My shirt stink from the sweat 8O.
But damn unhappy sia. S
Super off form today.

Sian, holiday is ending already ain't it?
Sad I can't even spend it properly!
There's still bits of homework left!!
And the Coaches want our holiday homework on Monday!!
Means I have to spend my next 2 days chionging.
Damn, and I was finishing my Soul Eater.

Feel like learning the electric guitar 8X.

2009-06-13T19:58:00.000-07:00

Zz Haven't been bloggin lately. Quite bored la, have to do homework.
But badminton very fun!! Lols. I seem to be saying this everytime I blog.
It really is fun, though.

Chiong anime. But go M'sia cannot chiong. There no internet access. ZZ.
But I'm going for like only 3 days. Will be back very soon.
Yay.

ZZ. Homewor, very boring.
They say class chalet become class outing. O.O

2009-06-06T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hiya!!
Very very bored...
Night time already lo...

Morning got badminton.
Super super fun (yay),
but not very happy with performance,
off form wor...
and very easily tired out. zzz...

Afternoon came and do homework..
ZZZ!! I do until I headache, super frustrated wtf.
I hate homework -,-.

Night time night time watch anime yay!
Watch Soul Eater, super cool and filled with gags. KAKAKA.
Also got watch K-ON!! omg omg this one is recommended. Only 10 episodes out so far,
but damn!! The characters so kawaiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!

K bye!! Nights.

2009-06-04T07:21:00.000-07:00

Finally read finish Duma Key. Its a book that I took my time.
Its a big book kay, LOLs.
But its a nice book. Rather sad ending though. T T

Badminton. YAY.
But stupid lar, stupid dance members hog our hall, they use overtime leh!! Our turn then they keep dance what shit dance. kns la.
Then because of THEM we have to run. Stupid dance society. stupid stupid stupid.
Run lor, run run run like hell then I no form to play badminton liao.
Play like shit sia. Make so much mistakes. Pissed.

Keigo Atobe's 'World of Ice'. YAY.

Don't feel like doing homework. Procrastinate a lot le. Sian.

Tomorrow's 5th June. Her day.

2009-06-01T05:34:00.000-07:00

Haven't been blogging for a while...

HOLIDAYS HERE.
Its quite fun so far... I wonder if the fun feeling will continue. Hmm..
If only there were 8 days a week, or 36 hours per day. That would be nice, I think?
Feel like spamming sports everyday in the holidays.
Badminton or basketball, maybe some psp/ computer time.
Sad that there's so much homework...
Haven't finish much yet.
But I've written some geography notes, and finished Mr Liu's Maths homework.
And then finished a chapter of Shing Lee book Maths Holiday assignment, along with just a page of the BLOODY FREAKING WORTHLESS geography worksheet.
Qinwei and I agreed totally that it was totally really just useless for our exams.
But there's still so much.. I hope I can do them all in time.
Really want to just enjoy my valuable free time though.

Badminton today.
Didn't do multiples but it was enjoyable.
Qinwei came, but he was erm... not focusing totally.
A bit tired with Binghui le, he keep forgetting my advices. Bloody fed up sometimes.
Damn it, I just keep criticising.

Played some doubles, 2 actually.
Paired with Nicholas, lost to Dicky and Yeeshong.
Then paired with Yeeshong and lead 17-7 against Dicky and Jiongyang before the game was stopped for physical.
Totally fun, I was half on form for part of training. But thanks to my concentration, I played to my fullest in the second game.

Physical was fun too.
I gave my fullest, (again) and felt rather satisfied with my performance.
Played a game, catching while hopping on one leg, LOL.
A bit too slack lor.. I think?

One word to describe my day. 'YAY'. haha.
Good start for holidays.

Fate made me Takasu Ryuuji,
and her Kushieda Minori.
But who's Aisaka Taiga?

2009-05-27T00:09:00.000-07:00

Old friends are the best, they don't guailan you and you can tease them all these and they won't show the jiaobin face everyone has. So not like Kelvin Goh.

Easily pissed off nowdays. Don't make me angry, or you'll die.

FISERMAN'S FRESH ROCKS.

2009-05-26T04:12:00.000-07:00

Caught a bloody flu and sore throat, hope I recover soon, I still want to go badminton.
Eating Fisherman's fresh CHERRY.

2009-05-25T05:22:00.000-07:00

I've waited, yet these feelings never changed.

Realize I haven't been blogging about recent events.
But can't blame me, I say.
Life's so dull for me, I'm hardly at anywhere else besides home and school 24/7.
And the bloody weather's so bloody hot, I'm getting so easily pissed of these days.
Got a freaking flu, tsk. Feel like sleeping all day, but mom wants me to go to school...

I thinhk I'm running out of topics to talk to them. I wonder if I really will remember them when we're all not together.

Apacs tournament for Saturday amd today for primary schoolers.
Honestly the Saturday one was better. Haha?
Cause pirmary 6es ma, more exciting.
I umpire for the primary 4s and 5s want sleep le.
Messaging messaging, then Qianling scold me :O. Yawns.

The day I saw you, memories hit me like a tidal wave.
You just don't know it.

2009-05-17T04:18:00.000-07:00

If you enjoyed your primary school years, you'll do it.
If you have nothing else to do, you'll do it.
If you're here to read the questions/answers and pretend to hate to do it, deep down you'll still do it.
This tag is so fun because the answers can go on and on.
Read if you miss your PRIMARY school years.

1) Which school did you go to?Keming Primary School!!!
2) What classes were you in? 1AA, 2A, 3A, 4 Jade, 5 Jade, 6 Jade. Ace classes for an ace. HAHAHA.
3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)? Erm Math and PE.
4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?9+ or 10+??
5) List down your favourite food/snacks. Malay Food. HAHA I always patronised it.

Style
1) Did you have a nickname way back in primary school? Who knows,
2) How did you wear your socks?Not too high or low.
3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform? No
4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance? None at all. I already said I was an ace student didn't I? I aced in every aspect!
5) Who did you look up to when you were in primary school?Erm. Dunno,

Punishment
1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class. Who knows.
2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?I WAS AN ACE!! YOU DOG QUIZMAKER!
3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.Rubbish, no punishment escape from what shit.
4) Did you vandalize any school property? NO.
5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?No
6) Who was your favourite teacher?Mdm Tan
7) Describe your DM. Who knows.
8)Who is scr. Wtf is scr?

Social Circle
1) Were you popular back then? No idea.
2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones? I wonder?
3) Who were/are your best friends? Here and there. Bestest of course Junyi and Alex.
4) Did you and your friends have nicknames? Who knows.
5) What were your favourite memories of you and your friends? PE lessons were the best. Always formed a team of ACE sprinters and owned them all. WAKAKA.

Crushes/Lovers
1) Who was your first crush? Rubbish.
2) Are you on good terms with your last crush? Probably no. I'm not really sure.
3) Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your primary school? Friends. And some good friends. And some best friends.
4) Have you ever made out in school????? GOD QUIZMAKER. NO ONE MAKES OUT IN PRIMARY SCHOOL.

Closing Ceremony
1) How did primary school change you? Made me more mature.
2) Sing one verse of your school song. I only remember 'Grow and Glow'
3) What was your favourite question? ...
4) Who/what will you remember from your primary school? Nice people/ teachers.
5) Any memories you will not forget. All of them? Especially one particular 'dram' I made.

2009-05-15T06:09:00.000-07:00

Time passes differently while I 'm with different people. I think.
Played bball with Junyi, Darryl and Qiuyuan, even though I didn't make it.
Remembered I needed to get to Popular to buy something, so since they were near Westmall, I went there and hanged out a bit.
Wanted to get home at 4.30. But instead left only at 5.
Late, tsk. But was fun!!
I did some noob noob lay-ups to get the hang of it. Yay.
So long never play le.

I guess I might look forward to the class chalet. If it doesn't clash with trip to Malaysia..

Numerous questions to ask, but I'm always speechless in front of you.

2009-05-13T02:10:00.000-07:00

Bored these days. And sibei tired.
Haven't been getting much sleep lately. Then keep turning off in class.
Must be the long weekends, make me want to sleep more again.
Zzz. Then I can't concentrate le. Make me a bit restless a moment, and then the next I want to sleep. Wtf.

Sometimes I don't know who to call 'best friend' in class.
Everyone has a certain double to talk to.
But me? I don't knowI'm very confused.
Maybe there're some very good friends, but certainly no bffs.
If only Junyi was in Nanhua...
Or I was in ACS...
Bleh, both of us feel left out la. Tsk tsk.

Thinking back a lot lately.

She kept to herself when she was feeling down,
leaving me ever so helpless.

2009-05-05T05:51:00.000-07:00

Disappointing but aye, what else can I expect anyway?
I'm a doubles-kun and I can't do anything without a partner, and that's that.
I'm finally improving, I don't want to change my play to another style, singles-play. No, no thanks.
Instead of thinking of another sport, why don't you just think of how much time you're gonna assign to your homework.
No one else on the team is bothering about you anymore, they can only guess why you're always absent, and I must say their guesses are as good as your excuses, and as true as truth is.
You can't complain that you've no motivation. Why? Its because you don't show up, you don't improve, you don't get to play. Its an endless cycle. No matter how you look at it, its only one-way, and its not going to change for you or for me.
People are training their guts out and you're nowhere to be seen. When you're improving, you'll get the attention winners get.

Hais. So many birthdays this month. Random.
Sian ah. Sibei tired then don't feel like doing homework, or revise geog.
But then again, my textbook's nowhere to be seen. Maybe in locker.
Damn it, this time its either I fail geog or chem and however much I'm going to score,
my class placing's gonna be like shit. Tsk.

So many problems, no idea how to solve.
I want to rest, but I can't leave work undone.
I need a psychologist.

2009-05-02T23:15:00.000-07:00

NEW PRINCE OF TENNIS MANGA OH MY GOD!!
PRINCE OF TENNIS FTW!!

In the mood for some badminton. :D

2009-04-30T21:14:00.000-07:00

Homework sucks. We've been stuffed with so much tests, and then there's countless work to be done. Zzz..
Flunked my geography test. Totally sucks. But I don't care, its the teachers and the paper that sucks, not me.
Everyone says the teacher sucks HAHA. She makes people hate geography even more.
Lower sec Geography is full of random stuff.
But I'm quite happy with my history paper. It was rather easy, I'm rather confident for an A1. Must hope for the best.

Badminton makes my day. I'm always lazy to go, but when I do go, I'm very happy. I get to sweat out all my frustration and anger.
Qinwei and I are getting better at doubles, maybe I'm getting better. :)
We won Jaye and Nicholas for once, yay?

Though, I really want to stay home and relax, watch animes.
I think I'm going to start watching dramas soon.
Singapore's shows are boring me already, all the lame moves and stunts. They make me sick.
Have been wanting to play games too. Haha..

So many people are changing handphones, make me so envious. Seriously people, stop it please.
I already want to change a phone, so stop tempting me.

Speaking of wants, I also want:

a laptop

an Ipod

STRICTLY NO HOMEWORK

MORE RESTING/ SLEEPING TIME

more gaming time too.

And how I wish my mother could shut the crap in her mouth.

She;s always complaining and whining. Yadayada.

It's so irritating. And she picks quarrels over little things, like where I put my stuff, and how untidy my table is.

What the fuck. At least I can find where I put my stuff (not like here, she don't even know where she put her stuff sometimes. Sucker). At least I clean up and clear my table after work is done.

And she doesn't even realise her faults! She always thinks she's the best, most important, always right. She doesn't even know she's discourteous! She doesn't thank me when I do something for her, nor does she apologise when she does something wrong. What the fuck. Annoying adults.

Pisses me off.

FUCK

2009-04-17T07:10:00.001-07:00

Today's sports day.
Start of with a !@#$%^.
Argh, my 100m damn lousy la, dono what happen, lose to sec 1. HAHAHA YAY.
Totally off form, kns.
I cannot sprint, I've lost my ability to sprint (?). Goddamn it.
Boring day, totally lousy. Godamn it, tsk tsk tsk.
Yada yada yada very bored. Rubbish.

2009-04-02T06:21:00.000-07:00

Haven't been blogging lately. Hah.
Busy with homework and training.
Whole week's spammed with training, homework, and runs.

Qualified for 100m finals. Hope I can do better. Wish me luck wor.
And 4 x 400m, we did quite well, but I ain't sure if we went into finals.
And how are we gonna win for that!! Like so frigging hard.

And there's so much homework I haven't done yet!!
Omg, especially art. Way off the deadline, thanks to Ms Ng who extended the deadline for us.
And had tuition yesterday. Curve line graphs. Like omg, I can't even do linear graphs properly.
Joel Lee didn't go. Then Jingci sit beside me. Like so weird sia.
Every now and then she keep taking out something to eat? HAHAHA.

And training has been tiring, PT like hell.
Espcially today. Damn tiring.
But still fun la.
And the rest of the night, my chest like a bit tight?
A bit only la, very very a bit.
But I wonder what happened. Hope it ends after a sleep.

2009-03-23T06:10:00.000-07:00

So tired.. And just when I've decided to work hard. Hais.
Liddat how to study, so tired.
School starts just too early...

Badminton is like 4 days a week. Very hiong. But not that I'm complaining.
I'm enjoying it very much,as long as I can hit the shuttlecock around on the court.
Its not that I don't like PT either.
Weekdays are just so tiring so I'm usually so off-form and no stamina. No adrenaline rush either.

Badminton is funfunfun yay.

But now how am I supposed to find free time omg.
The whole week is filled with activities and then got homework.
What happens to my Animes!!!!!

2009-03-11T00:43:00.000-07:00

1 week has passed since that memorable day.
I'm so busy. :) The faithful abider. haha.

Hasn't it only been one week, but why is it that you're not talking to me.
I'm hurt, Iguess. :(

2009-03-09T05:38:00.001-07:00

Am I very vulgar? Qianling said I use a lot of vulgarities. Hmm?
Ok never mind. Shall try to minimise usage of vulgarities anyway.

25/40. Tsk.

Had a lot to say, but never mind, it comes down to just a question:
WHY?

2009-03-07T19:57:00.000-08:00

My mind goes blank. In my eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you.

2009-03-07T02:31:00.000-08:00

Argh. What's wrong with me. I couldn't play to my best today.
My mind's toubled with so many things.
Wish I could chose not to go to badminton today, if it wasn't for $25.

Tsking at myself, I ask, just what DO I really want to know.
This feeling, its as though my life has become someone else's.

2009-03-06T06:23:00.000-08:00

Come on I need to wake up!!
Sometimes, it feels like I don't know what I want.
Sometimes, it just feels like I screwed up my own life.

2009-03-05T04:24:00.000-08:00

Overall a meaningless day.
Everyone looked so lethargic la. Even though it was Hannah's birthday, not everybody was high.
And then she herself also sore throat/ lost her voice.

Had badminton, another slightly meaningless activity for the day.
I was quiet for most of the session.
Nothing to talk about except marks and sunburns.

19/30 for English, 9/25 for Lit.

Went home by myself.
Thought a lot.
Reached home, thought more.
Took my towel and clothes and sat on the bathroom floor and drenching myself and thought even more.

Things to say, people to see. But I'm just so hesitant sometimes.

Thies year's our last year together, what'll happen next year. Will I still be as happy as I am now?
I'm contented with the number of people I know, I wan to cherish these friendships and not move one, even if we have too.
If only we could make our own choice..

because you make me feel special..

2009-03-04T02:52:00.000-08:00

These 2 days were a blast!! So shiok. FUN FUN FUN!
Haha.

Yesterday my mother bring me go Lot 1 eat Japanese/ Korean (dono which) curry rice. Omg so nice, although quite expensive. Thank you MUMMY!!
Then walk walk, wanted to go IP Zone but dono't know die until where le. Then Siewyi say got promotion. Goddman it I missed the promotion.

Then today my birthday!!
Got class t-shirts, damn nice kay.
But the soil, as usual, pisses me off.
I hate soil!! Make my shoe damn dirty!!
Road Run was awesome. Damn long distance.
Started with most of the boys.
But some walked or strolled, some jog and walk. Then me and Jennyeong just chiong in front.
And yes I can say I have definitely become beter friends with Jennyeong and Ying Chang!! In my opinion, that is.
Happy with my improvement, that i got 2nd among the 15 of us boys in 204.
Last year I was like solo-ing so slowly...
but sucks, I'm still far from top 20. Suck man.

Mass Games was lousy. Especially since a few of us got so pissed off with those BASTARD CHILDISH, etc. (vulgarities) STUDENTS.
No sportsmanship and assholes.

207 got Hannah and Suelynn totally pissed off. And Enjie was scared he was being bullied, true okay. Then 202 pissed me off, except yew sheng (spell correct not idk).
BASTARD CHEEBYE ELIJAH WHACK ME IN THE RIB TWICE NEVER APOLOGISE.
I seriously wanted to whack him and punch him in the face la, or throw ying chang's knife at him.
Stupid asshole, no basic courtesy. Got me so pissed off on my day.
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Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebyeKnn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebyeKnn cheebyeKnn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebyeKnn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye Knn cheebye.
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Then after that 202 was playing with their cock netball throwing around. Then whack Xinyi. That got me more pissed. I immediately shouted at them.
And then afer a while they continue again, WTF!! And then I scolded them again.
THEY DON'T KNOW HOW LUCKY THAT i DIDN'T GO RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM AND WHACK THEM. SLAP THEM UNTIL FACE BECOME MONKEY'S BUTT!
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Then after that went Chevrons with Ying Chang, Jennyeong, Kelvin Goh, Siewyi, Annie, Lizhu, Keni, Hui Wen, Jia Min, Moujun, Zi Chao, and oh ya, 203's waikeet.
Big group aye.
Ps Jennyeong and Kelvin!! Cause Ying Chang's on-called cabs came so we had to go. Sorry!
Bowling like hell. Siewyi was the worse!! Haha. No offence. I scored a strike the first time!! A bit happy. But ah well.

Then went fish spa at IMM.
Fun!! But I think we mde a lot of noise in our Nan Hua shirt.
Wonder if anyone saw the words. LOL.
T'was damn itchy luh.
I'm naturally damn afraid of itches so well, I wasted the money.

Went food court and drank some drink while Ying Chang ate rice and Siewyi and Annie ate ice cream. Thought about some stuff.
Then we left.
Heard that Ying Chang bought a shirt.
I went to Popular. On the way saw Siewyi and Annie take pictures.
Then Siewyi ask me join in lols. A bit embarrassed in public!! jkjk.

Saw some new books. Then Siewyi showed me a book similar to Twilight.
She was wtffing about it.

Then went to shuttle bus pick up point together since on the way.
End of story, I guess.
Though my birthday haven't ended.

Thanks everyone who wished me happy birthday, especially some 6jadians, except Annie!! Wtf same class she also forget.
Thanks Siewyi and Ying Chang and Jennyeong and KelvinG and Moujun and Lizhu and Annie and Zichao and Keni and Huiwen for hanging out with me on my bday!!
Thanks wai keet too. For letting me spit saliva on him. Haha jk.
Thanks Ying Chang, Jennyeong, Jianyi, Jia Min for the book!! Thanks lots.
Thanks Siewyi for making me teaching me to learn to enjoy my birthday!! (remember last year I don't care about my birthday one? Haha)

2009-03-02T04:59:00.000-08:00

Yay. Finally the last class test math!!
But damn it, I don't want study for my Indices and Standard form which I totally hate!!
Suck!! I hope most of the questions don't have Indices... Or SF...
Bless me hor... Bless my exam result come out won't so suck cock like geog or history hor.

Failed geog. Bah!! Don't care, I hate the subject. So many failed anyway.
History didn't do so well. Wasn't really confident anyway.

But ar, I swear I will get 100% (full marks) for my next history class or/and common test!!
Hahahahahaha...
Don't think is IMPOSSIBLE hor.
IDC I WILL DO WELL. ACE THE CLASS IDC!!

2009-03-01T04:06:00.000-08:00

Blogging for the sake of blogging, cause I'm too bored.

Exams are tiring!! They make me want to sleep more, because of the excessive reading of dull boring books!!

And anyway, 2 days more before it ends. Hooray.

Road run on wednesday. Why have to be on my birthday!! My birthday need run run run.
So tiring and make me so sweaty. Make me so unglam on my birthday haha.

Going back to revising Bio le. Sorry people!! Bye.

2009-02-20T04:06:00.000-08:00

Its boring in school, when there's no badminton.
Its almost lifeless.

Well, the C-girls lost to Kranji, 3-2.
Damn pity luh.
Heard from Jane that it was damn close.
Ah well.
She said C boys were asses; we didn't go cheer for them, though they cheered so hard for us last time. Oops.
Sorry!! Sincerely sorry. Ehehes..

Knn very bored. So much homework, and then there's still revision.
Well, off to homework-ing le. Bye...

2009-02-11T05:54:00.000-08:00

(Forget what I said).

T.S.K. tsk.

T.C.H. tch.

P.F.F.T. pfft.

2009-02-10T01:14:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was damn nice la!!
Overall a good day.

Even though it was half day, had badminton training and tournament after that.
Damn angry la.
Fuck, caoch didn't train us again, make us do PT.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Tournament was with Bukit Batok, Fuhua and Kranji at Fuhua Secondary School.
Saw Jin Wee doing homework outside the hall, I was like: "eh?! Jin Wee!!"
Then he look at me. Lols.

Saw some friends.
Almost the whole team, 2 more person and would be Keming Badminton reunion le.
Lols. But sad la, those 3 kranji anti social us. Neh mind.
Sibei bored la.
Umpiring that day.
Sucks man, legs tired.
And the Fuhua and Kranji students like gang fight like that, win 1 point shout at the opponent one time. wtf.

Bored la the whole day, good only because can see my friends.
Angry.

"Yap Junyi!! Why you lose to Wei Quan!! He sec 1 nia!! I was expecting at least rubber set from you!!!"

After tha at cousin house lao yu sheng. Atctually no yu la. Is abalone.
But I don't know how eat abalone so I spat it away with one bite. Lols.

2009-02-05T06:39:00.000-08:00

I dont know how and I don't know why,
but I tend to act stupidly.
I know who I really am,
but I just seem to act differently when I'm around people.
I know I wasn't like this before.

Maybe its because of the things that's been going on,
its led to self delusion that I'm being happy.

I'm not happy and I don't know if I can ever be happy or if I should get happy.
Things are just.. different from before.

I know there are people who don't like me.
And no need mian qiang talk to me. You don't like it, neither would I.

Its time I stay at the back of ranks and keep quiet.

I'm tired. So tired I don't know when I might trip on my own steps.

Perhaps I'd like it if some random car crash onto me while I jaywalk.

hell, i wish everything would stop this minute.

2009-01-30T04:52:00.000-08:00

Tired. Pissed of. Fucked up. Tired again.
4 descriptions of how I'm feeling right now.
Everything sucks.

What the hell is with the bloody fucking damned world!!

I want to be antisocial like I always did.
I dont want to smile ever again, nor laugh.
The muscles ain't worth it.
I'd rather frown and spend the other hundred(, add a few hundred maybe,) muscles than be someone I'm not.
I know I'm a no-life and I don't care.

Adults never get what's going on.
They don't think before they talk, nor do they care about the people around them.
They care more for themselves than their so called "loved ones".
They talk as if the world circulates around them.

2009-01-13T23:44:00.001-08:00

Tuition's gonna be boring, cannot hear Joel Lee scold Jialing noisy le..
Blablabla..

I'm appointed to do some proposal for some elderly home thing.
God.. I don't know what to do,
and I not really good with adults/ old people.
Anyway, what am I supposed to do?

2009-01-13T04:45:00.000-08:00

Hmm... Feel like changing racket..
Maybe an Edge Saber??
But no money...
Someone can spons me?
Sianz.

2009-01-12T04:46:00.000-08:00

First everything bores me,
now everything pisses me off.
Is the world against me or what?

I shan't say about my cca,
it pisses me a bit, but its not as bad as lousy shit CO la.

Then the next thing I must say.
Why ar, adults must always act smart one.
Cannot think like kid is it?
Being a kid wrong meh?
She not kid before meh?

Those that know ar, I not referring to my mother hor.
I referring to some bitch on the net.

This web crunchyroll.com is a good website for animes, or use to.
Then recently, they remove ALL the user poster animes,
because they wanted licensed videos.
Wtf?
At first my reaction wasn't this bad la,
but a lot people complain at the forum.
Then I got pissed because some bitch was scolding us,
"Kids whose toys were broken, so you're whining."
Fuck. yes I want to be a gentleman and not be provoked, but this is off the hook!!
I didn't scold her back la, I just said:
"we understand what the site wants to do but not all the animes are licensed. and that we don't want all the freak stuff like watch them on the same day it airs as in japan, we just want to watch them."

Then that she-male adult damn fuck.
She call me A CHILD, A BABY, A KID WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THE INDUSTRY.

Wa, she want care for the industry I must also care ar? Or I look at her in awe?
Being a child wrong ar? She not child before meh? Not baby before meh?
If not she alien liao.
Stupid freak ass bitch cheespie.

2009-01-08T04:58:00.000-08:00

Today no homework.
So finally got real time to blog.
I'm really really bored.
So kanasai sia..
Lessons bores me.
Everything bores me.
I want something fresh to do.
I feel like crying like I use to do.
Random, I know.

Hmph, why do we have t'do everything the Ministry wants us to do?
Studies are boring,
like I was telling Qinwei, its not as if we'll be applying everything.
If we're going to be artists, its not like we'll be calculating the angles, etc. etc.

Bored to hell every single day.
Attempted to message during class (oops),
but in the end didnt.
DOnt know who to sms or what to message.
Message alex later he tio confiscate.

Still thinking lots while alone.

2009-01-07T00:42:00.000-08:00

Finally got time to post...
Badminton so many days sia.
Plus the pt we do on friday,
have only 3 days to rest.
And out of the 3 days have tuition.
Damn tired!!
And then competition coming soon.
Need to miss class...
How sad!

Eh gtg liaos.
Need finish tuition homework on
factorisation...

-the working for complex sec 2 factorisation is

officially irritating.

2009-01-02T04:19:00.000-08:00

Sian, today's the start of school.
I still thinking about Christmas sia...
Super bored.
Wake up early in the morning, I crawl on my mattress for a while to the ground, then I say to my mother:
"I wanna sleep longer."
"Until when? I wake you."
"10 am."
Zzz.. So sad la, cannot continue sleep le.

And then on the bus damn suay.
The bus dono why I think everytime bus stopping, but the bus, also dono why, continue one.
So continue until me, annie, isadora miss the stop. I think everyone see that never bother to press the bell.
Damn pissed la
Then need walk all the way to school.
Quite far la, need walk past a long row of apartments..
Sianz. Then I walk until almost fall asleep while walking.

The day was relatively boring.
Was student planning day.
Then never do anything much.
The whole morning was actually speeches, bla bla bla,
And then was more student planning stuff in class.
Changed some class seating arrangements.

Why teacher always put me at the window there ar.
Zzz...
In front is Xiaoyu, always talk weird weird stuff one.
And then yao zi bu qing, cannot hear him talk.
Then kelvin goh beside me. Yay!! Behind me is Lizhu la. Always to to Florence one,
Soooo noisy.
And Siewyi is diagonal to me. Lols.

Then after school hours, I go running with friends.
My legs now a bit jelly, don't know if can go badminton tomorrow. haaha.
We do for like 2 hours, with resting.
My 100 m sprint actually quite good le leh..
Too bad I dono where to stop, in the end lose to Jaye.
Lawls. wasn't looking where I was running, In the end stop too early.

Went home, I was a bit quiet I think?
But nevermind. I don't care anymore.
Guess she is the only one I can remember during quiet moments like this evening.

2008-12-31T05:53:00.000-08:00

I feel like I'm a stranger, even to myself.
Each minute, I think:
'What am I?' A human.
'What is my persona?' Who knows.
I'm having converstations with myself, how stupid.

Can't concentrate with whatever I'm doing.
factorisation doesn't impress me anymore,
especially since the bloody girls made so much noise.
Getting pissed off by the minute.

Well something seems to calm me down.
Seems like I see her every 2 weeks during december on Wednesday.
I was so pissed at the day,
So I think I stunned.
Said hi, and the words came out awkwardly,
she ignored me,
oh well.

Or was it my eyes playing tricks on me?
Could be, anything could happen on New Year's Eve.

The rest of the day was boring, stayed at home.
School's starting soon.
Dread it.
I don't want any homework.
Or it could keep me distracted.
I'm quite contradictory thse days,
so classmates, don't mind me.

'reach for your own happiness.'

tell me, what can and what should we reach for?

2008-12-29T03:48:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the 6jade class BBQ.
Yay!! It was fun luh.
Barely well-organized for the games.
People had their ideas, but each also had their attention on something else.

Went there with Junyi and Alex.
Alex was quiet? Emo-ing? Hmm.
Was a little hyper that day.
Guess so cause that was a complete class outing for the year.
A good way to end the year, I say.

Were there for a while and,
Darryl came with his precious basketball.
So Kevin was hyped up and they started playing.
They looked like they were playing basketball for the whole day.
Next outing must tell darryl not to bring his basketball, or not?

Ms Leong and Mdm Tan were there too.
Ms Leong bought us pizzas.
Mdm tan help us cook food too.
I didn't know if they were doing anything else cause I as entertaining the boys by playng with them.

Night time was fun.
We played water bombs.
Hehe. Throwed at faces at a lot of people.
the scissors paper stone game was a bit weird?
Junyi was like not happy that he kept losing.

Went to change, dadada.
Then we started ghost story telling.
kang Ming ran away, typical.
Everyone was a bit scared.
Maybe not ler yang.

The girls were super scared, i think.
So we boys brought them to their blocks.
It was a bit time consuming, but never mind.
First was Huiyun, then Siti, then Kimbly.

Kimbly was the furthest away, she had to take bus to hillview.
rather late le, so the the boys aren't taking her to the bus stop.
So, dadada~. Oh well.

Guess I'm still a coward within afterall.

2008-12-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

Went to Jurong Point the day before yesterday.
Was damned crowded and noisy, practically hated it already.
But it was big, real big.
I was thinking, the renoovation ended already?
Well, I was oblivious about Jurong Point for only half a month. So how could it have been completed so fast?
Ah never mind.

Christmas yesterday.
Didn't do anything much.
Suddenly felt like doing homework so I started doing,
Eh!! So much homework!!
Left a few days only.

Just do as much as I can liao...
My estimated homework completed by school reopen:
Math Worsheet.
4 Chinese jianbao.
2 to 4 Chinese Journal Writing and maybe another compo.

2008-12-20T06:41:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to watch Twilight in the morning. Well, we met up too early so it was like we wasted a bit of time walking around.

Overall the movie was great. The best movie I watched so far.
I didn't expect much action (the only one was when Edward was fighting with James) since this was a romance genre movie.
The romance was a but little. It was mostly blabbering anyway.
And they did fast forward and remove a lot of things, like Bella's thoughts when Edward didn't attend school for a week. Not the pornographic things Jennyeong was thinking about.

The actors and actresses chosen were a bit fat, especially the actresses for:
Rosalie, who had a big butt.
Victoria, who was just fat. (Does this remind you of someone?)
Jessica, did they choose her for her breasts? What the hell?

Never mind about the above sarcasm, I did say that this was a good movie right?
So go watch it.

I'll be looking forward to other vampire movies next year!!
"Saga of Darren Shan" trilogy number one.
And "New Moon" (Did this surprise the fans?).

2008-12-15T04:02:00.000-08:00

1.Who is the last person who tagged you?
--Safura. :)

2.The relationship between you and her/him?
--Erm... A confidant? Even though we don't know each other very well.

3.Your 5 impressions of her/him?
-- Someone easy to talk to. Well, the rest I'm not very sure. I'm not very good at 'impressions' kid of questions.

4.If she/he become your enemy, you will?
-- I don't think we'll be. She's not evil. Is she?

5.What will you say to the person whom you like very much?
-- I don't really understand this question

6.The characteristic(s) you love yourself is...
-- I think a lot. Its not much of a good point, but at least I reflect about my actions more than others do.

7.The characteristic(s) you hate yourself is... ?
-- There was a point of time when I said a lot of stupid things. Why the hell did I say them anyway? Teoh Yong Qin, go and die. Think before you talk lah!! !@#$

8.For the person whom I hate, you say...
-- You mean "you hate" as in me, do you? If so, I guess I wouldn't care less about him/her/whatever, even if he/she/it dies, its not my problem. Is it? I think not.

9.What do people feel about you?
-- I don't really know. I doubt I really care too; You hate me, so what? You like me, let's be friends then.

10.Who you have a crush to?
-- Enough talk about crushes.

11.The most ideal person you want to be is... ?
- A gentleman for a start. Not to use damned vulgar anymore!! "A gentleman never provokes or gets provoled".

12.Pass on this quiz to 10 person :
1) Junyi
2) Eric
3) Qiuyuan
4) Sheryl (She seems to have privated her blog, how to tag her?)
5) Jodie
6) Jennyeong
7) Siewyi
8) Keni
9) Annie
10) Cecilia

13.If no.5 & no.7 were together,what will happened?
-- Jodie/ Siewyi; Do they know each other? Maybe they do I dono. Are they lesbians?

14.Who does no.5 likes?
-- Jodie; Don't know, don't care. Probably some guy wth lots of funny businesses.

15.What does no.9 likes?
-- Annie; Erm... Don't know.

16.Say something about no.8.
-- Keni; Weirdo, like all other people in 104.

17.Who is no.2?
-- Eric; My cousin.

18.Talk about no.3.
-- Qiuyuan; What does this question mean? Really!

19.Who is no.10 bestie?
-- Cecilia; I think she has a lot? Its hard to mention thwm one by one.

20.Who is the sexiest person among the 10 person?
-- Another complex question; How a bout none of them?

21.What colour does no.4 likes?
-- Sheryl; Don't know.

22.Is no.4 single?
-- Sheryl; I suppose so...

23.What is your relationship with no.1?
-- Junyi; My best male friend, one of them, actually.

24.Is no.5 & no.6 best friends?
-- Jodie/ Jennyeong; Nope they don't know each other.

25.What is no.9's surname?
-- Now this is too simple a question.

26.What is no.7's nickname?
-- I wonder if that's official, but she calls herself Raine.

27.What things do you wish to say to no.8?
-- Erm, see you next year?

28.What you will do to help no.9?
-- Annie; Does she have anything to be helped with?

29.Who does no.1 admires?
-- Junyi; Himself?

30.Where does no.1 lives at?
-- Bukit Batok Blk 208.

31.Does the 10 of them know who you like?
-- A few should, I guess.

32.What do you wish to say when you see no.6?
-- Jennyeong; I don't think I have anything to say to anyone.

33.Who is no.10 spouse?
-- Cecilia; Am I supposed to know?

2008-12-04T05:52:00.000-08:00

Ciaossu!!

A bit bored in Malaysia here.
Don't really know this trip's purpose. Or maybe I forgot.
This few days chiong anime and manga until dono what to watch l;iao.
Maybe I will continue to do my homework when Iget back to Singapore.
Hais.. Unwilling to do sia.
Katekyo Hitman Reborn hurry up episode 110!!!
Already got liao actually, but no eng subs. T T

2008-12-04T00:55:00.000-08:00

I'm in Malaysia now.
Unexpectedly, there's internet connection.
Wheee! Not gonna waste time. Byeee-bee, I go read manga le.
!@#$

2008-11-13T19:56:00.001-08:00

Lizhu & Keni; Siewyi is sick, isn't she?? Hahahaha!!
Siewyi; no offence sia.
Jodie; Yes I may seem happy and all, but to be honest I was quite happy. Cause I'm not as emo and bad tempered and sensitive as last year. But "never judge a book by its cover". Oh by the way, I think Junyi is referring to you, and I have nothing to do with it.
Junyi; Okay... That's just lame.

2008-11-12T05:06:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to primary school, for the exhilaration programme (??).
Is a bit boring luh, not as high as our batch.
Out of 10 I would grade it 4. Not bad already la.

Went at 7.40 with Junyi.
reached at 8.
Walked in without the guard noticing.
His not performing responsibly, must complain to OM.

Seems like the girls were earlier.
So we looked for them.
Couldn't find them so we waited for Darryl first.
Then we went to 6th floor to try again.
Saw Ms Leong teaching.
We shouted "HI!!"
Lols.
Found the girls.

And then we went to look for teachers.
Chat chat chat with the boys.
Followed them to the main gate there for no good reason.
I know I saw her, but I for some reason, my eyes wouldn't let me have a good look.
So I pretended to listen to Junyi and Darryl's conver.
So I like act quite stupid for the rest of the day?

Played some basketball.
And watch the boys play the marble game at Mdm Tan's stall.
And oh yea, we gave the teachers chocolates.
Belgian!! Not China product.

And then i remembered the corner behind the canteen there.
I used to emo there.
Walked there and thought. (typical me, only can keep thinking.)
Wanted to emo again.
Held my tears and walked to meet up with my friends who were eating.
Seemed like the whole day I was busy thinking I completely ignored other feelings.
I was hungry in the morning but until dinner time, I didn't eat.
So I skipped breakfast and lunch?

I know I still like her.
I know I still do. And I still lose my mind when I see her.
I guess I will for a long time.
I guess I will until who knows when.
Until 'who knows when', we'll probably change.
At least I'll know my feelings didn't.

2008-11-10T23:53:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling miserable.
My mind is losing it.

I feel like crying, again.

2008-11-07T06:19:00.000-08:00

Chalet finish le.
A bit fast la, never mind.

Finish watching Prince of Tennis le.
Tsk. Want to cry le.
Joking.
I don care I watch it again, starting from episode 1.
Yes I'm crazy about it.

Prince of Tennis rocks.
The inspiration of my life.

2008-10-30T08:24:00.000-07:00

A lot of badminton these few days sia.
Training and a friendly today and tomorrow.
These activities are damn motivating when I watch Prince of Tennis, luh.
So... What's gonna happen when I finish the whole series.
I've already finish the main season.
Only episodes left are the
Nationals and OVAs. which are around 20 episodes.
I hope I don't flunk my badminton trainings.
Bleah. Bored, abit.

2008-10-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

Not bored at all!
Cause I not doing homework.
Haha.
So many homework.
I dono where to begin.
Never mind. I shall do them on Tuesday onwards, no worries!! For now...

TAG REPLIES
housefly: Lousy la, only 23.
Alicia: Ya finish le, but I Monday going out, I guess...
raine/ lizhu/ qinwei: Lols.

2008-10-24T05:34:00.000-07:00

Woots! Today quite fun.
Go out and play with Junyi and Darryl.
Met and Bukit Batok station at 2 and went to bball at the Community Center.
Play halfway got people join us.
A rather cute girl. O.O
And a "not in the right mind" weirdo boy.
And another girl who's seriously scared of dirt, but she plays really well. Scores lots of 3-pointers.
They asked us to play on Monday, again.

then we go swimming.
Play quite a while la.
Then at the bloody big pool hor.
My leg suddenly numb, shit.
Almost drowned.
Lucky I a bit near the edge, can hold on.
But not close enough.
Some old man saved me. Whew.
I'm never going to the big pool again.
Bleah.

Note to self: Must remind Junyi and Darryl to come out and play on Monday. hehe.

2008-10-22T06:33:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is the last day of the school term. Quite shuang la.
Goy more spare time le.
Can play audi, watch animes, play psp, read, so many things to do.
Hehe. I'm never gonna dislike holidays anymore.
Besides, there's still badminton training (woots! also a bit too many la, tiring).
I can go my cousin's house and play my ah ma house, malaysia.
Wheeeeee!
It won't be boring le.
And nowadays school like so boring luh. Nothing much to do.
Do a lot of nonsensical stuff.
Like going the HPB, primary school go le la...
And then still got the aniti-drug competition, boo!
Spring cleaning too. What are the workers for? Show?
I always see them sitting around slack sia. Never mind, I don't care. Their own business.
The school want waste money not my problem, but they might as well donate them away.
And the environmental club thingy? Erm, I don't know if anyone would be interested..
But I sure know there are a lot of weird activities going on.

Haha, bye.

2008-10-17T07:37:00.000-07:00

Argh!!! A bit boring at home.
Suddenly feel like trying tennis. Watch too much prince of Tennis liao.
Haha.

There's this anime fest. school event. Mr tan xiao yuz comic artist orh!!
Lols. A bit surprised.
Nobody going I guess... since all don't want draw the pig.
Informed my cousin about it and he's inerested. Might go with him instead of with the school.
Sorry jennyeong!! :(

Gotten some results back (duh).
I'm not really happy with my results.. All the high expectations and all.. Bleah.

English compo+paper 2: A2
History: B3
Geography: C5
Literature: A1
Art: C6
Science: B3
Maths: A1
Chinese: A2

Wtf... 4 A's only. Not happy... F-ing History and Science need a few more marks to A le.
And by a few is very little hor. Don't xiao kan me.

2008-10-11T05:01:00.000-07:00

Exam over so shuaaaaannnnngggg!!
Watch anime a lot sia.
I use comp watch until I off that time. Hehe..
Also got play psp..
But not so addicted like Wong Qin Wei la.
Yi Tian Dao Wan stick to his PSP de, I think.

Badminton training is back le.
Having some fun.
But it gets sticky everytime. Sian..

Ytd went bowling with Ying Chang they all.
Actually want laser quest la. but people book.

Bowling so fun!! I scored a spare!! Yay!! Lols.

2008-10-09T06:54:00.000-07:00

Exams are officially over.
So glad.
Can finally watch my animes. Hehe.
But there are absolutely too much to watch finish. Hmm.
Never mind, I'll watch them slowly.
Wonder what's everyone doing.

Sad, tomorrow got badminton liaos.
And just when the exams are over. Only half a day of rest!! Hmph.

But never mind. I think the 3 hours at school will be short.

And Prince of Tennis motivates me!!

"Odeka ryu."

2008-10-06T06:47:00.000-07:00

Bleah. Tomorrow Maths Exam le.
But I revising Science. Hehe
I scared tmr not enough time to revise Science.
Got too much topic le.

Hope my cousins does well for his and her O Levels. Haha.